If we knew each other in Real Life (not Internet Life), I would tell you how little knitting I’ve been able to do lately.
It’s just been nuts.
I’ve been working the usual three days/week before taking a day to frantically catch up on laundry and dishes, remember what my kid looks like (he’s growing and changing so quickly!), and spend some time just being Mom. Sometimes I am cranky. Sometimes I an upbeat. Reed probably can’t keep track of which version of Mom is coming or going. There’s just no predicting, although I am more likely to be grumpy if I am cleaning. I have come to realize that cleaning up other people’s messes (and possibly my own) really affects my disposition.
After a day at home, it’s drive, drive, drive and paint, paint, paint. We’ve been fixing up a house an hour from our own home. It’s a long story, but basically I can’t wait for it to be over. HGTV make it all look too fun and easy. I will admit I do like the fixing and improving, but week after week… Well, it’s just too much. There’s no break.
And I miss Reed.
I figure I have another few weeks to slog out. Fingers crossed.
The painting and such has greatly impacted my knitting time. I come home too tired to lift a finger. Whatever energy I do have goes toward feeding Reed, bathing Reed, and reading bedtime stories.
Boring and busy all at once.
It’s hard to have a vision for your life and know it just has to wait for a while. There just isn’t time.
I have been making baby steps toward other things that are important to me (exercise not included). I finally swatched up this lovely worsted yarn from the Allison Barnes collection. Allison is an indie dyer I am partnering with, hailing from the great land of Canada. I look forward to sharing more of her story with you soon. She calls this shade Mountain Pansier, which is a perfectly fitting name for the speckles of purple, green, and yellow in this wool.
It’s just so springy and bright that it makes my heart bleat like a little wooly sheep! My swatch dried with so much loft that I almost couldn’t believe it. I am itching to cast on this project…hopefully this week.
More crossed fingers.
In other earth shattering knitting updates, I FINALLY finished the pom pom for Reed’s hat (eh hem, Super Mom!), successfully completed by first proper provisional cast on, and finished my third cowl of the year.
Of course I am behind on pattern writing, photography, and posting.
It’s been a very wet winter out here in Northern California, and I can’t imagine the upcoming spring will be much drier. All the same, I’ve already noticed the days are getting incrementally longer, even if the skies are drab grey.
At least they aren’t pitch black.
On the coast, trees are flowering. Hyacinths are blooming and tulips are swelling.
(I’ll be complaining about my pollen allergies before you know it!)
I know we’ve turned the corner on the dark days.
Even though it just might snow tonight and I apparently have a new unspoken policy about not going outside if it is cold out.
I simply won’t do it.
I will, however, endure. And knit.
I just can’t help myself otherwise.